BluRrEd ViSiOns.
BluRrEd ViSiOns.
23rd October 2008
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Been quite some time since im feeling this ecstatic… always thought that there will be no more light at the end of the tunnel… however a series of exciting events have been occurring of late and I have to thank the person who have made me feel as such… no need to mention names I think you know who you are… we only had the conversation yesterday…
For some stupid reason i have been demoralising myself of late… belittling myself for what had happened in life and blaming myself for it… as much as it was due to myself lacking in plenty of departments I should not have dwelled on it, SETTLED it (this is BOLD and underlined for a reason) and then move on…
Maybe I was having blurred vision not sure of what I was supposed to do… but however its getting much better now… People around me have been a real support and of course a particular someone just never fail to make me smile for nites before I go to bed… HOPEFULLY it can all end up in happily ever after… People said fairy tales don’t exist… that’s coz they didn’t make their own…
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Norman: I just love the atmosphere here… its so relaxing…
Nurul: Yarh... and to have someone by your side to enjoy it is even more fulfilling…
Norman: But sometimes you need to be alone when you need to clear your mind off things… that’s what I do when Im here…
Nurul: Normie… you worry too much… relax… that’s why I bring you here not to worry…
Norman: It aint that easy Yul…
Nurul: Normie… please… enough okay… stop whining like a baby…
Norman: I am not… I just want to know what is happening…
Nurul: Like I said… don’t… these friends of yours are big enough already… you don’t need to take care of them they should be able to take care of themselves…
Norman: But…
Nurul: Ar.. ar… ar… *puts finger on Normans lips* No buts… Remember Norman they are just your friends… when the time is over they will leave you behind…
Norman: That’s not what friends are for…
Nurul: Normie… that’s what all of them say… but the sad reality is people move on… they will go through moments where they will have to leave you…
Norman: That’s normal we all have to part ways but that doesn’t mean we are not together… we can still be close and keep in touch…
Nurul: Till when Normie… tell me till when…
Norman: That’s for the individual to decide… the problem with us humans is… we always take things for granted… our life… our family… our friends… among others… and the sad thing is we only know how to appreciate something when its…. GONE… *sings* Don’t know what you got till its gone…
Nurul: Cinderalla… you played me that song once I remembered…
Norman: Yarh… but that too didn’t change your mind… you were happier still in your choice back then…
Nurul: I didn’t make another choice Normie… its you who gave up on me… I think its fair that I chose another as you gave up on me…
Norman: Looks like you also gave up on me…
Nurul: Like I said you chose to walk away not me… its when I realised you did not have an interest in me anymore that I took another step…
Norman: Yarh… like I said… you gave up on me… I wasn’t your first choice… I was a… Back-up..
Nurul: Normie… lets put that aside shall we… don’t tell me you are still sour over our past?
Norman: ….
Nurul: Normie im sorry I let you go ok… but its all in the past now… lets not talk about it… whats important is im back in your life…
Norman: ….
Nurul: Normie… we all make mistakes in our lives… sometimes we can undo it…. Sometimes we just cant. Even if we did get to correct those mistake we cant run away or deny the fact that we did made a mistake… Lets not go into a blame game or whatever anymore…
Norman: ….
Nurul: Normie… come on…
Norman: Ok… its late… I want to go back…
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Okay I started this post on the 23rd of October and that is like 3 months ago… my bad… I didn’t continue… but for the reason I stopped for a while I continued… sorry to keep you all waiting… if there is anyway… my viewpoint would be along what Nurul said…
We all have made mistakes one point or another in our life. Some of us chose to walk away from that mistake and hope nobody knows. And there are others being punished forever for their mistakes. For we are human that is why we sometimes find it hard to forgive others. For that reason too we overlooked that because we are human we should accept when others makes a mistake.
BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN MAKE MISTAKES ON PURPOSE!
Mistakes are done by accident or not knowing, when a mistake is done on purpose it’s not a mistake but an act of IGNORANCE!
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23rd October 2008
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Been quite some time since im feeling this ecstatic… always thought that there will be no more light at the end of the tunnel… however a series of exciting events have been occurring of late and I have to thank the person who have made me feel as such… no need to mention names I think you know who you are… we only had the conversation yesterday…
For some stupid reason i have been demoralising myself of late… belittling myself for what had happened in life and blaming myself for it… as much as it was due to myself lacking in plenty of departments I should not have dwelled on it, SETTLED it (this is BOLD and underlined for a reason) and then move on…
Maybe I was having blurred vision not sure of what I was supposed to do… but however its getting much better now… People around me have been a real support and of course a particular someone just never fail to make me smile for nites before I go to bed… HOPEFULLY it can all end up in happily ever after… People said fairy tales don’t exist… that’s coz they didn’t make their own…
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Norman: I just love the atmosphere here… its so relaxing…
Nurul: Yarh... and to have someone by your side to enjoy it is even more fulfilling…
Norman: But sometimes you need to be alone when you need to clear your mind off things… that’s what I do when Im here…
Nurul: Normie… you worry too much… relax… that’s why I bring you here not to worry…
Norman: It aint that easy Yul…
Nurul: Normie… please… enough okay… stop whining like a baby…
Norman: I am not… I just want to know what is happening…
Nurul: Like I said… don’t… these friends of yours are big enough already… you don’t need to take care of them they should be able to take care of themselves…
Norman: But…
Nurul: Ar.. ar… ar… *puts finger on Normans lips* No buts… Remember Norman they are just your friends… when the time is over they will leave you behind…
Norman: That’s not what friends are for…
Nurul: Normie… that’s what all of them say… but the sad reality is people move on… they will go through moments where they will have to leave you…
Norman: That’s normal we all have to part ways but that doesn’t mean we are not together… we can still be close and keep in touch…
Nurul: Till when Normie… tell me till when…
Norman: That’s for the individual to decide… the problem with us humans is… we always take things for granted… our life… our family… our friends… among others… and the sad thing is we only know how to appreciate something when its…. GONE… *sings* Don’t know what you got till its gone…
Nurul: Cinderalla… you played me that song once I remembered…
Norman: Yarh… but that too didn’t change your mind… you were happier still in your choice back then…
Nurul: I didn’t make another choice Normie… its you who gave up on me… I think its fair that I chose another as you gave up on me…
Norman: Looks like you also gave up on me…
Nurul: Like I said you chose to walk away not me… its when I realised you did not have an interest in me anymore that I took another step…
Norman: Yarh… like I said… you gave up on me… I wasn’t your first choice… I was a… Back-up..
Nurul: Normie… lets put that aside shall we… don’t tell me you are still sour over our past?
Norman: ….
Nurul: Normie im sorry I let you go ok… but its all in the past now… lets not talk about it… whats important is im back in your life…
Norman: ….
Nurul: Normie… we all make mistakes in our lives… sometimes we can undo it…. Sometimes we just cant. Even if we did get to correct those mistake we cant run away or deny the fact that we did made a mistake… Lets not go into a blame game or whatever anymore…
Norman: ….
Nurul: Normie… come on…
Norman: Ok… its late… I want to go back…
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Okay I started this post on the 23rd of October and that is like 3 months ago… my bad… I didn’t continue… but for the reason I stopped for a while I continued… sorry to keep you all waiting… if there is anyway… my viewpoint would be along what Nurul said…
We all have made mistakes one point or another in our life. Some of us chose to walk away from that mistake and hope nobody knows. And there are others being punished forever for their mistakes. For we are human that is why we sometimes find it hard to forgive others. For that reason too we overlooked that because we are human we should accept when others makes a mistake.
BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN MAKE MISTAKES ON PURPOSE!
Mistakes are done by accident or not knowing, when a mistake is done on purpose it’s not a mistake but an act of IGNORANCE!
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