WaKinG uP THe PasT in ThE PrEsEnt… EnLiGhTenIng THe FuTurE…

WaKinG uP THe PasT in ThE PrEsEnt… EnLiGhTenIng THe FuTurE…
Tuesday, December 26th, 2006

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That night as usual Rauf sat on his bed with his lappy… Then… his eyes got caught on an icon on his PC… A file, Linda gave him as a gift before their engagement… He opens it and there it displays the photos of their happy moments together… and as the videos and pictures play… in the background… this song is playing….

Song By Daniel BedingField…

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Rauf stared blankly at the wall…
Rauf thoughts: My buddies are right… if i want her so much why should i look for another? I must win her back… The Rauf is BaCK!

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